Curiosity Killed the Cat

Curiosity. It gets the best of me especially when.... I'm in a mood like this... I keep wondering.. Maybe I should just cross the line and satisfy the hunger. What's the worse that can happen right? My curiosity is satisfied and I have learned something new. The consequences will be harsh but either way... I know... It's quite easy since you're lying down and asleep... It's so close to touch and easy to read.. but I can't and I shouldn't... You barely trust me as it is...Though... Now that I think of it.. I've messed up so much already.. How is it that you can? Even I don't trust myself and I think that's definitely saying something....

I worry and I wonder... And though you reassure me.. There's still doubt in my mind... I feel like this is all just too good to be true.. Like this is a dream and I'm just gonna wake up...