High School

I don't believe that there is a way to spell out just how frustrated I am. Is frustrated even the right word for it? Stressed? Maybe that's the right word. Whatever the actual word may be to describe what I'm feeling most likely is NOT enough! There's just so much going on and... GAH!!!! This whole entire mess is just needs to go away and GTFO!!!

I love Spring and all but allergies need to go away!! I've never had allergies until high school, getting them all of a sudden is definitely NOT COOL! Allergies actually isn't the problem. Well, it's part of the problem but it's something that I have to deal. I can't exactly just decide to stay inside all the time, I mean I could,  but that would mean that I would fail my classes. So yeah, allergies means taking allergy medicine that doesn't always help.

OMG! The real problem. I seriously thought that when I got to college that I would NOT have to deal with High school drama and bullshit. SURPRISE! JENNY'S WRONG!!  -_- Hmm..Guess I should change the phrase that I'm ALWAYS right cause obviously, I'm NOT! XP

Back to the problem. >.> Actually, you know what. Just screw it. Maybe it's time to just be focused now. I finish this semester and take a couple of classes of the summer. Then during the fall semester, I go back to the way I was during the first year of NOVA. I kept to myself, I rarely went down to the cafeteria, so yeah. Maybe that'll be a good game plan.

I am just so sick of it. The way I see it, this whole mess is TOTALLY not my fault! Yet, I feel like I'm the one who has to deal with all of the consequences. UGH!! Life's not fair! Blah blah blah blah.. I'll just sit and sulk for a bit.