A Feeling

I feel it  again. This indescribable feeling that something is going to happen again. This feeling of the calm before the storm or something like it. I know this feeling. I get it every time something huge, something bad is going to happen. This is isn't the first time that I've gotten this feel, so I know that there is something that I should be preparing for. The only down is that I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what I'm suppose to be preparing for.I find it odd for me to get this feeling twice within a semester, if it actually is twice. I do know that it's not the first time I've felt this.

I feel like I should be getting ready to be...on my own again. It's like I should start mourning for the friendships that I'm going to lose and for the opportunities -possibilities-  that I'm not going to be able to grasp and hold on to. This feeling is quite a downer and thoroughly depressing. I don't know what I should be getting ready for. Well, I mean, I know that I should be getting ready for finals and such but that's not what this feeling is getting at.

I don't like what this feeling is. Something big is happening and I'm sure that pain is going to be involved.