Thursday

Today is Thursday. I should not be at the apartment at all. I should've stuck to the schedule where I don't come. It would usually just be guys night or just Sir's night without me. He and I have gotten snappy at each other and I'm in a bad mood. Having a headache doesn't help me at all. Sleeping tonight is gonna take a toll on one of us. Probably both of us. I have to up tomorrow at 6 to get ready and leave so I can go and practice the piano for the funeral. I should've left earlier today to go and practice but I didn't. Well, either that or stayed and practice over and over again and then have Father come get me from the church. There's a lot of should have's right now in life. I make the choices that make me happy at the moment but when the end result of that choice comes, the whole happiness thing is questionable.