Incomplete

I think that I've completely lost my way. I know that I can turn around and fix it at any moment. All it takes is one decision and I can start to become who I was suppose to be. The catch is, I don't want to make that one decision. It's been made completely clear that the void I have won't ever be filled unless this one decision can be made. I really thought that I could be possible to fill the void and still not the make the decision. It is very unfortunate that I was very naive and very hopeful that it would work out. I knew deep, deep, deep, way deep down that it wasn't going to happen but I was just so very hopeful.